Day after day, I'm trying to find my way

Day after day, I'm trying to find my way,
Trying to understand why do I stay
Cause every moment seems like my last,
I'm starting to forget what was in the past

I'd like to find a reason to keep living,
But day by day, my only hope is fading
There's just no way I can explain,
What made me go so insane

Just wish I could go back to the days,
When life was easy and I had no fears
When I could just be on my own,
Without worrying of what will come

Now I'm just writting another verse,
To keep myself from getting worse
And still, I feel no help at all,
Is it just me, or is it all?