There has to be a way...

There has to be a way,
To change what I've became
Cause I can't get her out of my mind,
And I refuse to leave it all behind

I wonder why I even tried,
To have something I can not have
It's just something I won't understand,
Something I won't easily forget

If only I could find a way,
To get away or make you stay
Cause I can't live like this no more,
I'm feeling hopeless, more and more...

What's going to happen next?

What's going to happen next?
When will I ever get to rest?
I'm running with no direction,
Waiting for the moment of salvation

I've lost my confidence in me,
I'm not what I thought I'll be
There's something inside of me,
Something that only I can see

What's going to happen,
I don't even wanna know
But whatever it's gonna be,
The time will let it show..

Something is really not right...

Something is really not right,
I can not sleep at night
I'm feeling so confused,
So sad with no excuse

It's like I can not wait,
Another day to pass
Cause I'll still be where I'm now,
Hopeless without a chance

I know I'm not Prince Charming,
Or anyone like that
But I just can't understand,
What is it that makes me bad?

I just don't deserve to be loved...

I just don't deserve to be loved, 
I'm just a stranger in the parking lot 
Just a lost soul trying to find his way, 
Cause I don't know to love that way

I'm just another kid waiting for that day...
When I will find you sitting next to me, 
Hold you safe in my protective arms
And let every moment last and last

But I keep dreaming too much,
My life ain't a fairytale or such
I must walk alone forever more,
Cause you won't love me, nobody will...

If life would be a party...

If life would be a party,
Where music never ends,
If I could live forever,
A moment with all my friends

Than sleep won't even mather,
And I shouldn't even dream
If life had no limits,
It would be the best way to live

I'm dancing like it's my last party,
Cause I only have one life to live
And people get to know me,
Behind what they believe...

Life is a movie without a soundtrack...

Life is a movie without a soundtrack,
Every moment can be a different sound
In order to live it as you want,
Try to hear the music, whispering around

And if you still think, 
That you've been left behind
There's gotta be a song,
To make you feel alive

There's no such thing as rhymes
Or lyrics you can't find
They're just words of a stranger,
Coming out of his mind...

You gotta keep holding on...

You gotta keep holding on,
No mather how hard it gets
You should never give up,
And just believe in yourself

Cause no mather how many times you fall,
You must be strong and face the world
Don't let people push you appart,
They can't even reach the start

You know what you've been through,
You know that they're not right
So just keep holding on,
And one day you'll reach the light

This world is becoming stranger day by day..

This world is becoming stranger day by day,
Many good people are fading away
Losing themselves and who they are,
For something they can't understand

Instead, I'm still thinking for myself,
Cause I found my way in this world alone
And just for now, or for a time,
It seems that I don't need you anymore

Cause either way I can't get there,
I'm not prepared to face the world
I'm facing life with my own eyes,
I don't wanna be a puppet in disguise

I made a choice...

I made a choice that's good for me,
To be as true as I can be
No mather what they think of me,
I'm always gonna think for me

Now I know what I must do,
I must go on and say the truth
Stop lieing to myself and you,
And let the time bring me to you

Cause no mather how many they are,
They can't compare to who I am
It's who I am, and they're the world,
And I deserve to have  my word...

Late at night I see the light...

Late at night I see the light,
My mind is so much bright
All sorts of stuff cross my mind,
And I just leave them all behind

It's not like I remember what it was,
Certain memories appear and go
And there's only one way to make them stay,
Writting them before they go away

So what I do is take a pen,
And write them as they come
Sometimes I don't know what I write,
But I do it to clear my mind...

Time is flying away...

Time is flying away,
Way much faster than I thought
It's passing by so fast,
And I'm still lost in the past

Whatever happened to the world,
I can't possibly explain
But every day gets old,
When you have no time left

It's not just a feeling,
The time is surely speeding
And try to believe that,
It might be heading to a new start.

I'm dancing for myself...

I'm dancing for myself,
And I don't care who's watching
I might have to lose myself,
So don't try to bring me back.

I'm ready to take the first step,
Just waiting for the music
I don't want anything else right now,
Cause it will just confuse me.

You might say that I'm crazy,
But dance is what I love
Don't you change my direction,
I'm floating high above...

There used to be a time..

There used to be a time,
When you wouldn't ask why
I want to go back to the days,
When we played silly games

I want to live again those times,
When we played hide n' seek
I want to see my friends,
Laughing and smiling for me

Cause those were the good times,
I can't seem to forget
And I do miss everything,
I'd like to smile again

It's time to move on...

It's time to move on,
Cause things will never be the same
I'm still walking on my own,
Cause I will never like this game

I see people holding hands,
I see hugs, kisses and friends
But I can't see myself anywhere
Cause I haven't got a chance in this game

I see people dancing over there,
I feel the music in the air
It's something you can't compare,
That's my world, it's who I am..

Imperfect

I'm imperfect in my own way,
Cause I'm human and I make mistakes
I'm feeling lonely in my own way,
Cause there are people lonelier than me

I feel so sad when you're away,
But I can not force you to stay
I feel so happy on a cloudy day,
Cause I just want to feel the rain

I'm a bit weird in my own way,
But others know why I'm like that
It's not always about me today,
I just wish you can find your way

Hiding myself

I'm hiding myself in the dark,
Cause it's my only way out
The only way out of this cage,
That they still call life

I'm losing myself in the shadows,
Cause I refuse to see the light
I'm closing my eyes now and forever,
Just so I never have to see the fight

This world is forever gone,
With no reason to get it back
And no reason to love again,
So why should I try to be myself?

What should I do?

What should I do if it's really true,
That I'm falling in love with you
How can I save myself from this curse,
That made me become so worse...

Is there any reason I should step back,
If I didn't even take a chance?
Is there any way I could control myself,
Do something to start being myself?

My mind is more and more away,
When all I want is just a way
To prove that I can be that one,
To show you that I can still love

Should I move on and forget her?...

Should I just move on?
Forget everything I said,
Like it didn't mean a thing?
Or should I keep waiting?

You still don't want to tell me,
If you feel the same for me
And I still don't want to admit it,
That it shouldn't be that way

But I'm still here for you,
Still waiting for an answer
If you don't really need me,
Why don't you push me away?

I still think you're hiding something,
That you don't want to say
Either you might like me,
Or you want to see me far away...

If you had one more chance

If you had one more chance,
To do what you didn't do
Would you take it as your last,
And make it count for you?

What would you say to her,
To make it last forever?
How could you possibly explain,
That you might be even better?

How could you prove that you're not lying?
What could make her feel your words are true?
When you would tell her "I love you"
And she would say "Boy, I don't trust you"

If she would look into your eyes,
And see the words that are in your heart
Would you be true to yourself,
Say that you really love her and take her hand?

Searching for the blue sky

Searching for the blue sky,
When clouds are not saying goodbye
Might be as easy as saying why,
A human can only live and die

But what if happyness isn't what we want,
And just something we see around?
Would you just live day after day,
Without a smile to make you stay?

Would you forget about a sunny day,
When all you want would be to rain?
Or would you want that girl right there,
To always be just like a friend?

If the blue sky is not what you want,
Then be happy with what you have
Cause that way you might have to find,
That life is easier than you would've thought

If only I could find myself again

If only I could find myself again,
Or at least the person that I really am
Cause when I look over the years,
I just can't picture why I am like this

My words always make more sense on the paper,
If only I'd be able to just say them
But there is one last thing that's stopping me,
My thoughts just don't want to leave me

They want to stay just as they are,
Misunderstood and lost where I let them
Just so my mind won't get to far,
And make things more complicated then they are

If only I could find myself again,
But I just can't be found
You can either take me as I am,
Or search my past and find...

A dream will always be a dream...

A dream will always be a dream,
Something you wish and wouldn't leave
And when you realise it won't be real
You fade away from what you feel

But if you think you'll have a chance,
Don't wait cause it could be your last
One opportunity could be the best,
But still, your dream will never last

Cause dreams are meant to be just dreams,
What you believe, is not what it is
Maybe you just want one more kiss
But dreams are meant to be like this

You hope you'll see the world so different,
Just thinking you could bring a change,
But if love will never be what it seems
Then let your dreams be only dreams...

Living with a bleeding heart

Living just for the sake of living,
Cause now I know my heart is bleeding
I'm lost with no more hope at all,
With not a chance to reach my goal

It's just another one of those days,
When i just wish I wasn't a disgrace
It's just myself, I can't stand,
I choosed a path to a dead end.

Am I the only one that feels alone,
Misunderstood, sad and almost gone?
With nothing to care about
And nothing to talk about

The reason I can't stand myself at all
Is cause after all this I'm still a clown
Still the reason why people laugh
Just cause I can't be who I am

Day after day, I'm trying to find my way

Day after day, I'm trying to find my way,
Trying to understand why do I stay
Cause every moment seems like my last,
I'm starting to forget what was in the past

I'd like to find a reason to keep living,
But day by day, my only hope is fading
There's just no way I can explain,
What made me go so insane

Just wish I could go back to the days,
When life was easy and I had no fears
When I could just be on my own,
Without worrying of what will come

Now I'm just writting another verse,
To keep myself from getting worse
And still, I feel no help at all,
Is it just me, or is it all?

Wish I could stop being so sad...

Wish I could stop being so sad,
Cause life will never bring me back what I had
But I refuse to stay in pain alone,
Just because I'm meant to be on my own

Wish I could know why I have to cry,
Just cause a dream could make me fly
If only it would make sense being alone,
Cause I believe my soul is almost gone

Wonder why I became so distant,
So thoughtful, lost in my own world,
Cause every time I try to smile again,
A tear will drop cause of this pain

If writting is the only way to find my heart,
Then why my words don't even have a start?
Why do I feel so pushed apart?
Separated from all I ever wanted to be...

Good night...

I'll be closing my eyes and think of you,
Wishing you'd know what I feel for you
Keep waiting for someone like you,
Keep waiting for a dream come true...

Across the dark, I send my love to you,
Good night, dear [name],
And may your sleep be sweet and deep
And all your dreams come true...

[name], I will always love you

You're one in a million in this world

Dear [name],

You're one in a million in this world,
One special star, just waiting to be found
If only I could fly to where you are,
But sometimes I feel you're just too far

I might wait years until I find a star,
Maybe as kind and beautiful as you are
So I hope you'll be the one,
Cause I do love you for who you are

Just hope that someday you will know me
For the person that I really am
Cause there's no way I could possibly explain
The way my heart has gone insane...

I love you more than you'll ever know

Dear [name],

You're the only one that crosses my mind,
And makes my heart beat faster than time
And when I look into your eyes,
I know they never tell lies...

Every time I see you smile,
You make me feel so alive
That I would never say goodbye,
Just to watch you smile...

I love you more than you'll ever know,
More than the stars could ever glow
More than my words will ever show,
And I would never let you go...