Living with a bleeding heart

Living just for the sake of living,
Cause now I know my heart is bleeding
I'm lost with no more hope at all,
With not a chance to reach my goal

It's just another one of those days,
When i just wish I wasn't a disgrace
It's just myself, I can't stand,
I choosed a path to a dead end.

Am I the only one that feels alone,
Misunderstood, sad and almost gone?
With nothing to care about
And nothing to talk about

The reason I can't stand myself at all
Is cause after all this I'm still a clown
Still the reason why people laugh
Just cause I can't be who I am