I'm hopelessly trying to work this out..

I'm hopelessly trying to work this out,
Day after day I'm falling down
Minute after minute I'm being left behind
Nothing will ever be the way it was

I feel like it's almost over,
Although it might've just begun
It seems I gotta get this low,
In order to get up even higher

But even if I lose it all,
I know I had some glorious moments
I'm weird cause I dare to dream,
But my past won't be just a memory..