I'm about to lose my mind..

I'm about to lose my mind,
I tried to leave everything behind
But as far as my life could go,
I'm starting to realise that I was left alone

I know that times have changed,
But I still hope I'll find you somewhere
Even though I'd wanna give up,
My heart won't let me fall apart

I've barely escaped from those days,
But now I slowly feel I'm going back
Please save me before it is too late,
Don't let the darkness pull me back