Good is not always better..

Good is not always better,
Better is not always good
I could be way much better,
If my heart would only rest

I told myself many times that it's over,
And though you're still on my mind
I wish I could just forget and declare game over,
Before I destroy everything I have left inside

But I can't get out just by myself,
There's something beyond my will
I can't say if it's good or better
But I must find a way to get out